Lost inside my head
First thank you all for the birthday wishes and for making me feel more comfortable with my new hair color. I feel like I made a good choice.
If you’ve been reading my blog for the last year or so you know that last June I was a bit of an emotional mess. I had a lot going on. So tell me, is it possible that a year later when I’m more stable, I can conjure up the same anxiety I had back then? Does that even make sense?
It started yesterday after forgetting to set my alarm. I had to literally jump out of bed. I felt like I never got a chance to wake up and went through the day in a haze. It was a deja vu feeling of last year and it left me unsettled. I’m still suffering a little from the after effects but they are just lingering. Though I have lost my appetite again. Boo!
I don’t ever want to be in that place again.
In other news:
- My eyes have been itching like crazy. My poor left eye hurts from me rubbing it so much. Anyone have any ideas about how to make this stop? I’ve taken some claritin but it doesn’t help much.
- My best friend is moving back to Michigan at the end of July. I’m super excited but she’s going to be 5 hours away from me. I guess it will give me a place to visit. Positive thoughts, right?
- I have a work project that is intimidating the shit of out of me. I need to just start it already.
And how has your week been going?